Retrospect

Good Morning True believers, As another day passes as I continue to grow as a person. I realize that I haven't always been the greatest person, or the most caring. As I found myself caring for whatever was best for "Matthew". Well another group of wires has been put in place, yet again. I find myself healing every day, becoming stronger and wiser. I think god is finally starting to heal my heart. I find everyday is easier, bit my heart is still wanting, yearning for more. I will never give up hope for you my love. I know that your out there and I know that god will deliver you to me when the time is right and I am completely healed.

I am part of an Amazing family right now that loves me for who I am, not only as a person, but a spiritual growing child. They have all see so many changes in me in the last 1 1/2months. They know my pain and struggles and I thank them for all that they have done to take me in and help heal my life. Thank you God, Lydia, Fred, Momma, Shaina, Fred, and the rest of you.. I love you all.
Each of you have done something different in my life;
1.) God, and Lydia; God gave me Lydia, and they both helped me grow up, spiritually too!

2.) Fred, always being there when i needed guidance, and a friend, You too Glenda!!

3. ) and the rest of you being there and giving me a place to live for now, and just loving me, and being there when I needed Friends.
4.) Special Thank You; Lydia thank you for Loving a porcupine like me, and always being there, and I do/did Appreciate you, i was never able to express my gratitude. All I want is you happy even if that means happy without me!!

To end this blog I want to know why is it that when I start to forget her, God brings her back to my dreams.