My life as we know it

Wow it has been awhile since i last Blogged. So much has changed with me since then, i have become my person. I have learned allot about me, and who i really am, and want in life. I know what i want, and i will get what i want. Since god gave me the patience to wait, i shall do just do that. I believe that god has finally decided to bless me for my faithfulness, I am happy for this.

I have received so much of what i need from his grace, and kindness, and all MY glory will, and does go to God. It is weird to see how much i really changed in this time and what god has blessed me with. I now need to figure out what god wants me to do with my life.

I still Empty, and would like SOMETHING back in my life, but i have a feeling that i lost that for ever. I will never give up on that small bit of hope i still cling to. But I know that if by April, if it has not come to, then i WILL move on without it, and just lay low, and wait for a Miracle...You know the old saying;

P. Pray
U. Until
S. Something
H. Happen

I've been told i have the patience of JOB, and a saint, i will use this gift and have the utmost faith in the power of Christ, to do something so amazing.

I feel like moses, and the Pharaoh in Egypt... I feel that the more i do the harder it becomes, and "I do have people" , but not the type moses did...lol

So thank you Lord for giving s all the chance to to redeem ourselves everyday. Even if most people do not do this, i thank you giving me the chance to do so.
Thank yo for giving us the people in our lives, both on good and bad terms, I just ask that watch, and keep everybody safe lord, and you know the people i say a special prayer for. Amen!!

For Soon i will disappear and u will not be able to follow me, for like the grains in the sand there are many, i will blend in so well u will not know which i am, but i will always be there waiting for my other grain of sand. =)