Buggin Out

Isn't life a thought-provoking thing? With every waking moment something new happens. I was dreaming a of my new place i'm in and these bugs came nd started to take parts of my memory away from me. The people in my life started to dissapear in front of my eyes. *Poof* another friend gone, and another memory way gone. What was this disturbing dream i had?
I was then curtailmented from a dead sleep. I have never been awoke from a slumber like this EVER before.
I had this instant thought. . I have been working on improving myself, and making myself better. And i believe this much. The "Bugs" in my dream represent the heterogeneous part of my former self. Each "BUG' part of me carried away a memory of there chosing, these memory is linked to a person. Each person is tied to a certain part of me.
As I find "ME" gaining ground on my true self, I find that each part of me that somebody knows, is dieing. I am gathering each part of my collective self to become the whole person i am now.

It is weirs and each person dissapears, I find that i realy don't mind. It is a part of the former self I was once embodied. I find that i am starting to be happy jst being me. I apologize if this offends anybody, but in a way i don't care either. I am on a road to becoming me. IF nobody likes it, then there are not my true friends, and i don't ned them.

Now for my favorite part of the blog.......Time to bring God in and thank him. As I type this I am standing, (yes i'm standing and typing lol). I have forgotten to thank god for his Glory in saving my life. Not only spiritual but medical as well./ Medical Becase today is the 35th day i have not had my Epilepsy meds. That is right no meds. God has taken care of me in this time til i can get my job. I have had 20 seizures ths to date. I know this seems like alot, and it is. For going this long without meds, it is nothing Normally i would spacing out and freaking out going into one after another. Yet with my faith and trust in god, i believe that he is helping me get through this. I have another 39 days til i start my job.... Am i worried no! God is with me, and my faith and life is in his hand. Remember that i told you before that GOD is running my life, i do not have the right or time to worry about small trivial things like this. So once again God.....Thank you for your bountiful blessing that u willingly give to your people. Thank you for all you do and mostly thank you for giving us your son so that we may be saved. Help us all walk with you Christ.